lean on gas and off the clutch

..i am lucky

i said something today that made me think.."i am your glue"

..i am lucky..i get the chance to speak to someone half way around the world on a daily basis..which seems so easy right..if someone were on vacation such as a boyfriend in italy you could speak with them daily..how about a best friend in the middle of the desert surrounded by mountains and having to be on guard duty against attacks from insurgents..i should not be able to talk to him everyday but i am fortunate..very.

i hate..oh wait..i strongly dislike (thanks mom) those people who try to force feelings out. those people who must show the deepest emotion at all times..they try deep to much and they take it to an extravagant level..to just get it out there none of my close friends fake deep..dont panic..just those people who try and have it eek from there pores..please tell me you know what i am talking about right..the ones with some sort of crap symbolism in every step...yes those people..i hate this phrase but it just fits...be true..

...oo but i do love those people who the sun shines on them every day..you know the people who smile and should wear yellow everyday of there small quite lives..and they like it that way..simple and bright..i am them..sunshine..

sometimes..

i will be in a box soon with a cherry on top..

i am lucky..