..lucky..

Do hear me talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy, I hear you in my dreams

Hear your whisper across the sea

Keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music, feel the air
I put a flower in your hair

And though the breeze is through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keep spinning round

You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

i.just.wanna.use.you.love.tonight

im in such a rut.
and as much as i want to say ..
"i can make it out of this"
its getting really bad

its a weird thing.
to be so unhappy about certain things but not depressed
just...living with it

i want so much more
more then someone is willing to give
i deserve so much more

and maybe things would be different
wait..i know they would ..
if there was honesty

and then there are the few un-significant things
that bring the biggest smile to my face
[a dirty text, a rainbow, a picture of a smile, telling someone about a new swimsuit]

help me out of this rut
..let me hear a voice..
only you know how...
yes you...