i am indifferent ..So this is the start of something beautiful...Maybe not. Its one of those days and i feel like writing it all out like a big pussy...i remind myself of the guy from fight club..you know the guy in therapy..yep Bob. I dont know how to explain it without sounding like i am explaining. Basically my best friend left for Afghanistan on Jan. 19. He has been told he will be there for a year however will receive leave in August for maybe a couple weeks. I guess this is my out..a blog. I never really wanted to be this person..online journals are NOT personal ..millions of people could and will view it..if it really becomes that important..it wont..But truthfully i dont want that..i dont want popularity and multiple hits.
I spoke with the soldier tonight...my friends and i are drinking and he is on his way to work....its 11pm here and 9am there...he just got out of the shower and is off to work ...and i am just having fun...i feel indifferent.
I always feel this way..its 5pm here and i am typing away..it is 2 am there and he is on all night guard duty..it is 11am here and i am in pajamas still and its 7pm at night there and he is still at work in the one outfit he will wear for 365 days.camo's...once again i say it..
..i am indifferent.
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