...smile...

i go on vacation in 3 weeks, im excited. i am a little girl at heart.

i have done so much this past week. the cousin was in town and i feel like
i have become so close to a person i never really knew..but knew.
she is wonderful to say the least.

i went to a wedding and sat beside a girl that i knew from high-school and
she really made me love my life. she was so funny but saddened and hurt.
it made me appreciate so much.

i am excited to know what comes next. great things in store for me and friends

my close friend is about to welcome a little baby girl into the world and yet it is
stressful for him and his wife...it is exciting and fresh and new and a wonderful
adventure for him and his family to be.

my soldier may not be happy but he seems content and for the 1st time since
he has been there i have heard happiness in his voice. he is safe and healthy
and that is what matters. and he comes home in 3 months too!!!

my life may not be there yet but its still getting better every moment.

“around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long.
we keep moving forward, opening up new doors and
doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”
-walt disney

i know...

I know what i am about to type seems like a death wish.

But i have a huge desire to contact this man

http://abcnews.go.com/International/popup?id=3647473&contentIndex=1&page=10.

His name is PETER van AGTMAEL and he is absolutely amazing.

And I know I sound crazy but I have a huge desire to make a difference

And seeing the new photo's he has published gives me this drive to meet him and really want to help him and do something different with my life

I know I am different already.

I am a single female working in a world dominated by men who

feel intimidated by me working along side them in construction.

I am a young female working in a position that even older females would not choose

I am pushing boundaries yet they are not enough for me..I want to do more.