Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

...abso.fucking.lutely amazing...

i went to fayetteville to visit my soldier

omg it was just amazing.

i keep thinking in my head...it gets better and better each time...and harder and harder to leave....its a sign...

i cant even describe how great it is when i am there

its not the place. its him.

i could be anywhere with him and be happy.

sigh.

i was suppose to leave monday morning

and..that didnt happen.

missy is amazing and such a bad influence.

so i stayed another night and left this morning.

it sucked to leave.

but was so wonderful to wake up in the morning

and see my soldier all dressed in uniform..hmm

like i said to him...i cant wait until next time.

lets hope its not 3 weeks...i cant even imagine handling that

its something you just know

as of right now i am umemployed
i have to find a new place to live
i am selling my car and buying a used one

basically my life has been turned upside down

and its ok
because there are a few things in my life i know
how i know..im not sure

but i just know.
i know i am going to marry that boy.
i know he is it for me
i know and for once i am not scared of knowing...


♥

..sigh..

its going to be one of those weeks.
i can tell...

its midnight and i cant sleep
i am sitting at my sisters alone.i hate being alone when i have insomnia
house-sitting.she is in disney..nice
and the more i sit here and listen to music
the more i am getting confused

i have never been the type of girl who waits for her phone to ring
but for damn sure i am the type of girl who loves to hear the voice of the one she loves
nevermind every girl is like that. hopefully.?

i guess i am just confussed
sometimes i just go without thinking
other times i over-think things into the ground

however this is neither..i think this is common sense
when you get to a point with someone where you are serious
to the point of moving in with them
wouldnt you think they would actually take time out of there day to call...hmm..
just maybe..
it would make me second guess how serious they really were if they didnt..

think about that one ...

kisses.