just felt like it..not to sure why

i am random..

so i am heading to the beach on Saturday to spend the weekend with family..how lovely. and then we come back on Tuesday to rejoin the working world..oh what fun. Mom and Dad leave for Costa Rica on June 9th for a week, in search of a house, nice nice! ...other then that i am just here..my loaf (of bread )dog is curled in the cutest ball on the ottoman so i would like to say the house is glowing with content..

..tonight i turned on music (baby dance to be precise) and danced my little heart out with my nephew..wow what a effing work out..i never realized how much effort shaking your booty really really took..at some point between jumping repeatedly and about dieing i said " gosh how do ravers do this shit" the man responded " with lots and lots of drugs" ..oh right..forgot about that..damn...

to those who cared..not to many of you..but still feel the need to get it out there...

-the spider of death is actually a trap-door tarantula spider and it was a she..soo she is actually from mexico maybe texas but very doubtful...so my little mexican senorita spider...go home please..you still scare me..however i have identified you wont eat me...YAY!!

more randomness..going to speed street hopefully tomorrow and then a party kind of thing ish..who knows..will be nice to not feel old.. and i am also so in love with maroon 5's new song..yep

..i think if i had the chance i would be one of those girls who brought there dog everwhere..my loaf is so wonderful..he is exactly that...a loaf..this week he road to the tire shop and sat outside while i paid..no leash..just chillin..good loaf.

i have gotten into the weird and sick habit of when i pull up the driveway and he is baking on the gravel of saying..aww cute dead dog...he really doesnt move, he just bakes until you poke him.

i am worried he is getting older and sleepy.like that kind of sleepy where he never wakes up. i will break inside..

i love my loaf

i love my bailey...

..i am random

ok..lets talk effing scary

.i am creeped...


..wow it has been way to long since i have posted, well most of my wonderfully relaxing weekends have been robbed of there relax-ness when i have a family that feels the need to open the pool or build a habitat (including cactus) for our desert tortoise'..yea..we have desert tortoise'..i know what your thinking...please..spare me.


so last weekend we trek out into the yard to create a suitable living enviroment for our shells with legs ( and cute tail..aww). It was a long hard grueling process which most of it i sat on the side lines and was given the hard job of running thru the sprinkler with my nephew.i know..i worked hard!!..anyway..when we finally had put the last fence panel up and my nephew had decided the ant bites from near the sprinkler were just tooo tooo much to handle..we installed sand..haha...as my sister was moving the sand around with here rake(..i would really call it work..it was more like poking..) she loudly said " wow that is the biggest beetle i have ever seen" so of course the rest of us were intrigued. I walked over looked at it and she flipped it over..with the rake..thank god...to our lovely suprise (DO YOU SENSE THE SARCASIM) it was not a beetle..oh dear..i wish it was a beetle..


instead..it was a EFFING TARANTULA.yes i did just say that...an effing tarantula in our back yard. Not only was it a tarantula..it looked like a tarantula of death...pure black...mini steel armor..I SWEAR...


yea well have fun thinking about that one and getting the effing willy's because i know i flipped out...if anyone wants to research it and tell me what the hell kind it is..i will kiss you..because then i will know it is not a mutant and wont eat me in my sleep.


thanks.i would really appreciate it.





...i am creeped.