Wednesday, May 21, 2008

i.just.wanna.use.you.love.tonight

im in such a rut.
and as much as i want to say ..
"i can make it out of this"
its getting really bad

its a weird thing.
to be so unhappy about certain things but not depressed
just...living with it

i want so much more
more then someone is willing to give
i deserve so much more

and maybe things would be different
wait..i know they would ..
if there was honesty

and then there are the few un-significant things
that bring the biggest smile to my face
[a dirty text, a rainbow, a picture of a smile, telling someone about a new swimsuit]

help me out of this rut
..let me hear a voice..
only you know how...
yes you...


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