throw the dice...take the chance...

i think for most of my adult life i have never been
afraid of letting people know how i feel about them..
.and nothing really has changed.
i have put myself out there and i feel confident.

i guess i just really will never understand the concepts of loving someone.
which sounds really bad..but its not what you think.

when your young love is that squishy feeling that you feel when they walk past you..
when you get older..it all changes.
love is that i know you so well and will be there for you to pick you up when you fall.
i will stand by you even in your darkest moments

i feel so lucky to know this love.

but taking the chance is the biggest moment...
its the moment where you have to find out if something so wonderful could come of it
that it outweighs the possiblity of never knowing.
..is it worth it?

...p.s. it is...