..now thats hott...

...i am one of the guys

..i know..i just quoted paris hilton in the headline..shoot me..

..last night i drank bud light from a can and sat around with 3 guys one being the man while they smoked and said guy stuff..i quote.."thats hott ...you just drank a beer"... it was nice, nice to not be like.."no i dont drink beer" which means.."buy me an expensive drink" ..it was nice to talk about 400 hp and actually understand the conversation..it was nice to tell construction stories about work and falling in the mud, it is nice to know my best friend is a guy and wont worry about whether i look prettier them him when we go out, it is nice to not feel like i have to impress guys they are my equal..it is nice to be one of the guys...

i met the soldier being one of the guys..we were at a racing type meet thing and i had the slowest vehicle there which immediatly made people talk about the jeep slowness and point me out..it was his graduation and i was single so of course he gravitated towards me, i am not being cocky, thats just how guys are. they taught me about cars and quizzed me on what carbon fiber was and that was the beginning of a long lasting love affair with being the fastest and being a girl..so far i am the fastest girl not the fastest in my group but that is ok because i have slowly realized i am the only girl..the soldier watched over me as i dated every other guy and kept me safe just like a soldier is suppose to and as those guys came and went he was still standing right beside me...

i remember so clearly..we all sat around a table and Mr.H walked in and said "i have never seen 4 guys be so quiet" ...sad enough there was 3 guys and me...i am used to it...

maybe i will just always be one of the guys and be able to drink bud light and not feel like a man..there is a difference!!

i am one of the guys..